mydigitallife

Control is an illusion

Its like a tennis ball that you throw into the sea.

You believe it will come back due to the tide and you think that this expectation is control.

But it isnt.

Im against principles if all we use them for is to prove a point. Im for principles if they make us better people for ourselves. Its difficult to balance this. Even the biggest safety net of regret is just a bunch of holes tied together. Thats the thing really, no one looks at it that way. No one considers the hole in the doughnut to be included in the price. Wouldnt be much of a doughnut without that hole.

We are so afraid of love. Sometimes when we give too much of ourselves, we get worried that some of it will spill onto the cobblestone pathways and alleys and be lost forever. I wouldn't want to quantify love. It isnt a bucket of paint that splashes on my shoes when i run towards someone.

Im between reflection and action. Hope is independent of this. But not hate. That is why I feel it is better to have hope. At the same time I am not saying we should be deluded.

To be in love is not to be in control. Love cannot be controlled. Yes, it can be manipulated, twisted and inhibited.. but it can never be controlled.

I think we are all just tennis balls

• Litchies
• Ice Cream
• Slings
• Roses
• China Guavas
• Coca Cola

• Sex
• Hangers
• Black Bags

• The Main guy isnt that hot - I thought his father was better looking. he  was good as Cedric Diggory.
• Her acting was horrible in the ending when she was in the hospital room
• Him jumping from tree to tree like a spider monkey was ridiculous. Vampires are supposed to be graceful
• He spends five minutes detailing why he is the perfect predator with his acute senses and strength and what not, and when he stands in the sunlight.... HE GLITTERS! I was expecting him to be hideous or something because he made such a big deal about staying out of the sunlight.. and then he GLITTERS! He looked like a Christmas decoration of some sort.
• Underworld 3 is going to make this movie its bitch!
• This movie reminded me of The Covenant, and any movie that reminds me of that pile of crap is going to be bad.

I was watching telly the other day and I saw an advert for a classic Dance Anthems CD/DVD combo and it got me thinking - most of the songs that were on the list were